Chandigarh, August 12
Fame has a lot to do with happenstance. And no one knows this better than Shweta Tiwari, the Mumbai girl, who rules the roost in Ekta Kapoor's highest selling Star Plus soap “ Kasauti Zindagii Kay”. In the role of Prerna, who swallows the pain of desertion with dignity and moves on with life, Shweta is fairly convincing. But the point is whether, given a chance, she would emulate Prerna in real life.
For the big-eyed beauty, who began acting by chance, answer to the question does not come easy. Not only because it is difficult to speak the truth, but also because it is difficult to balance real and reel life roles. Admitting that she has begun to lose her identity ever since she began playing Prerna, Shweta said, “I love my role, so does my family. But there is a need to break free of a set acting pattern lest one's identity should be jeopardised.”
No wonder, Shweta has made a foray into the world of music videos with Daler Mehndi's latest song, sporting costumes in sync with the look of a modern Indian woman. The actress does not mind the new look, which is much different from the look of “Kasauti's...” Prerna. After talking her heart out, Shweta, however, remembers to return to her present mould. And perhaps unconsciously she makes a contradictory
statement, "I wish I could be like Prerna in real life.”
As the debate hangs fire, the focus shifts towards the role which small screen soaps are playing in the social system. They are fast altering the social matrix. And whereas in most serials, including Shweta's own, women are apparently shown to be powerful, they hardly live up to the standard of emancipation. Shweta herself plays Prerna who, on the one hand puts the past behind her to become a media baron, but on the other lacks the conviction to declare her motherhood.
Reacting to inherent contradictions in characters of serials, Shweta said, “The idea is to show a woman in all her shades. She has tones of good and bad at the same time. She is weak and strong at the same time.”
In town today to launch the new academic session for the students of B.Sc degree and 2-year advanced diploma and 1- year diploma fashion design, textile design and interior design at NIFD, Sector 8, Shweta looked confident with her new found success. She talked of a Satish Kaushik film which she declined and also of how serious she was about serials. “At least for a year, I will concentrate on serials. I am gaining experience, learning to handle people through my director and picking up nuances of acting.”
Without any formal training, Shweta is aiming high. Her dream roles are those of Nargis in “ Mother India” and Madhuri Dixit in “Mrityudand”. But how far can on-the-set training take her? “I don't think I can ever match Nargisji. Also, I think the academics of theatre is very important. Although I am not trained, I have been a keen observer of people and situations. This will help me in films.”
While films are still a far cry, Shweta misses her dance, which actually brought her to the zenith. She recalls, “Theatre veteran Shahid Latif was the judge of one of the dance contests I won. He offered me roles in productions like “Khoobsurat Bahu”, “Gaj”, and “Kirayedaar”. That was the beginning. I had not known the destination would be so close.”
Shweta admits that success took her aback. “It happened so suddenly that I was not ready to absorb it. With success has come the fear of loss, which was not there earlier,” says Shweta, elaborating upon her hectic routine which has her on toes for all days in the month. “Balaji has sets for all its serials at Gore Gaon. We shoot as per locations, ” she informed.
As the 22-year-old girl basked in the glory of her fame, NIFD students made her all the more conscious of her stardom. She interacted with them, advised them and did all that a real role model needed to do — sign autographs, talk success and weave dreams...